Okay so I have this friend in my one class, whos name I shall not mention, who is a big-time believer of God. He is one of my favourite people in this whole stupid school, because hes so HONEST and KIND. He has his beliefs and I truly envy him for being able to stick so closely to something. He also has this thing about not looking at women like sex icons. I respect him very much for this.

I have another friend who I love just as much, but he is the opposite of the other. Him being a typical boy, he has nudes on his iPod, right, well he hates this other kid because of his "views" and his "honesty" and all of that stuff, so he was going to randomly show him a picture of a naked girl. I lost my head and freaked out at him - he's no longer going to because if he in fact, does, I will hear about it and I will lose my head FURTHER, and he will be one friend short. I'm a fair person and I don't get angry unless it's someone elses feelings at stake. This angered me a lot.

I truly realized our (the people) behaviour today. The way we are, honestly, no matter how cheesy or cliche it sounds, the same inside. Our views and outer apperances may be different but what the hell does that mean? Absolutely nothing, except that our brains see things in a different manner. I can't believe how much bullying and rudeness goes on between us, at high school. It's so terrible and it makes me want to cry, thinking of all those people who were born as they are, and it's not there fault, maybe they're not the best looking or maybe they're overweight, but it's not THEIR fault and we're punishing them for their genes. It's so FRUSTRATING.

I'm only fourteen and I can step back and see how cruel we are. We have got to be the worst race on the face of the planet - you don't see any varieties of animals laughing at each other for reasons. Lots of people, I think, are just too IMMATURE to see just what they're doing and how rude and awful it is. When I told Boy B that I wouldn't let him show Boy A a picture of a naked girl, he protested and said "Why not? He's a loser." and I - of course, stupid ranting me - said "In your opinion. A loser is just another person who people see differently. If you think he's a loser, then YOU'RE the loser, because the people worth making fun of and ignoring are those who judge people and consider themselves higher than others."

I then ignored him. The stupid idiot. I walked to the store by the school with him and he kept telling me I'm angry at him. I really wasn't, just people in general. As long as he leaves Boy A alone, I won't be angry. At least, until I see someone else picking on someone else.